We think we have time. That there is enough of it to do absolutely everything we ever wanted. We think that we’ll be able to backpack through Europe, make a million dollars, and live a long life. By doing this we neglect living life where we’re at. We push it off thinking that we’ll live when this or that happens. Then the end comes and we realize that we never did what we truly wanted to.
This morning I did Osho’s crazy dynamic meditation and it involves breathing heavily, dancing, and every other thing that could possibly make you feel insane. Afterwards I felt a bliss, some sort of twinkle in my eye. I was present and that’s where I want to live my life. I want to live like Stargirl. I want to really live, and that can only start right here and right now.